Every time a year ends, I do a bit of an
evaluation of the year that has passed. For this year, 2012, I can say that a
lot of good things happened. Of course, life is not all sugar and spice and
everything nice; there were still occurrences, which I wished had not taken
place, but I was able to pass through them and realize why our loving God
allowed them to come about. After all, everything happens for a reason, and if
you trust that whatever happens is part of God’s plan, you’ll know that things
will always work out for the best.
Sometime around June, I felt friendless. You see, the girls I spent time and ate lunch with
at school abandoned me. Well, they did not technically abandon me, but I felt
that way. They just drifted away, and I felt like they didn’t really wanna be
with me. I don’t know, it’s just that I really felt shitty during those days. I
was really lonely you see, I am not exaggerating. Nevertheless,
a good came out of my loneliness. I was
able to make new friends, and these new friends of mine (well they are not new
anymore, but they were new during that time) are very caring and loving, and I
feel really happy with them. They are not perfect, I am not perfect, there are
times when we disagree on things, but we never seriously fight. We stay happy
together. And I cannot imagine myself not being friends with them. I never
really expected to be able to bond with them. They are guys, in the first
place, and they hated me for my bossy attitude last 2011 (well K is a girl and she didn't hate me, but the rest of the gang are guys and they did despise me). Then again, I am very
much thankful to have the chance to know them better and deeper. They are the
best! Simply the best!
It was also in June when I met this guy.
This guy who has such beautiful eyes. He was sweet, and he would call me every
now and then. But my flirting days with him are over. I have realized that he
is way too handsome for me.
November has been a sweet month as well.
Aside from being the month when I celebrate my birthday, I was able to go to
the northern part of my country for a seminar during that month, and I met very
nice, intelligent and sweet people. I was also elected as an officer of a
regional organization, which is very wicked. Because of the fact that I am now
an officer of that regional organization, I have additional responsibilities,
but these responsibilities are nothing compared to the fact that I have
additional friends.
To sum it up, I guess I can say that the
icing on my cake for the year 2012 is the fact that I was able to gain a lot of
wonderful chums. I am also happy that I am still in a relationship with God. I know
there are times when I take Him for granted, but He loves me soooo much that He
never lets me go. Indeed, what an amazing God I have! I am looking forward to
2013, and to the things, experiences and people that would come with it. Happy
New Year, everyone!
